Hi,
I'm back. I redeposited $1k into FTP and will be 4-6 tabling $25 nl he sh for 10k hands and then reassess where I stand. I doubt anyone is reading my blog now since I haven't posted in months but hope to get a few readers along the way.
My mind is clearer and my last downswing/terrible play is now out of my head. I'm also in better physical shape, so that should help me focus better at the poker table. I've been going to the local YMCA 3-5 times a week. I lift every other day and play basketball in between. It's a schedule that compliments each other well because my lifting helps improve my basketball game. So it keeps me motivated to keep the weekly routine.
I'm excited to have a bankroll online again and play some poker.